你在对抗自己吗?

明曲

造物能量-你在对抗自己吗?

Dear Ones,
亲爱的

Your experiences of the past few weeks were likely filled with anger and despair. Such is changing by the moment. Not because you are accessing different materials or people, but because you are no longer vested in 3D drama.
你过去几周的体验可能充满了愤怒和绝望。这时时刻刻都在改变。不是因为你在访问不同的文献或人，而是因为你不再从属于3D的戏剧

This step away from 3D drama has occurred in several stages, for this is not the first time we have relayed a similar message. The difference is that most of the previous messages pertained to your intimate relationships with family and friends. This message is about letting go of global angst.
这个远离3D的戏剧在几个阶段中发生，因为这不是我们第一次传输一则类似的信息。不同的是大部分之前的信息适用于你与家人和朋友的亲密关系。这则信息是关于放下全球性的焦虑

Many of you question your ability to do so for you continue to note global missteps. Your focus of anger has been the environment, politics, inhumane actions, education, economics, or other areas. It does not matter for the gist of your angst has been about happenings beyond your family and community – the big picture as you might say. But doing so prevents you from acknowledging how tired, how exhausted you are.
你们许多人质疑自己是否有能力做到，所以你继续留意全球性的错误步伐。你愤怒的焦点一直都是环境、正治、不人道的行为、教育、经济或其它领域。这不重要，因为你焦虑的要点是关于超出你家人和社区的事件---如你会说的大局。但这么做阻碍了你认识到你有多疲惫

That last statement is not to be taken lightly for indeed, you have pushed yourself throughout this lifetime and many others so that you would have the expertise and energy to help shift the earth. You completed that major Universal piece majestically, all the while enmeshed in the 3D clearing of fears and angst.
上面的话语要重视，因为确实，此生你一直在逼迫自己和他人，这样你就会有专业知识和精力去帮助转变地球。你宏伟地完成了那个主要的碎片，同时陷于3D恐惧和焦虑的清理

You cleared and cleared and, at the same time, helped shift the earth only to discover a sense of loss, of purpose. So instead of focussing within, you continued your earth focus. For you have cleared so much within that your new you vessel is empty. And true to your 3D knowledge base, you attempted to fill your empty vessel with global concerns.
你清理又清理，与此同时，帮助转变地球，却发现一个失落感。所以与其专注于内，你继续地球的专注。因为你在内在清理了太多，你“新的你”器具是空的。根据你3D的知识基础，你试图用全球问题充满你空的器具

The difficulty is your physical body informed you that such a direction is no longer appropriate, causing rashes, stomach pains, and similar physical ailments. As if you were attacking yourself. And so you were for you are now so finely tuned that whenever you take an incorrect fork in your transition path, your body creates a warning light that says, “No, not this way.”
困难的是你的物理身体告诉你这样的方向不再恰当，引起了皮疹、胃痛、类似的身体疾病。好似你在攻击自己。你是在攻击自己，因为你现在非常精细地协调，当你在转变道路上拾起一个不恰当的叉子，你的身体会创造一个警示灯“不，不是这条路”

So it is many of you have been fighting yourself. You try to refocus on global issues, and your body says no. You attempt to rest so that you can refocus on global issues, and your body remains exhausted. And your resulting anger displays itself in many parts of your life.
所以你们许多人一直在对抗自己。你试图重新专注全球性的问题，你的身体说不。你试图休息，这样你可以重新专注全球性的问题，你的身体依旧疲惫。因此导致的愤怒在你生活的许多方面展示自身

You are feeling lost, exhausted, and angry – but not for long.
你感到迷失、疲惫、愤怒---但不会持续太久

Learning to drive an automobile, required you to focus on the road and ascertain your car was in the correct gear, all the while watching for road signs and other indicators directing you to your destination.
学习开车，需要你专注于道路，明确你车子的齿轮正确运转，同时留意路标和其它指示导向你的目的地

Your minor physical ailments have become your personal road signs. Your correct gear is looking within. For your road is designed to be much smoother than has been true the past few weeks of self-testing. You have attempted this or that course creating physical side effects that were designed to help you understand you had negated your easy path.
你小小的身体疾病已经成为了你个人的路标。你正确的齿轮就是看向内。因为你的道路被设计为比过去几周的自我测试更加顺畅。你尝试了这条或那条路线，创造了身体上的副作用，它们意在于来帮助你理解你否定了自己轻松的道路

To continue this automobile analogy, your windshield provides information about what is in front of you, not what is on the other side of the world. Because your focus has been too vast, you missed stop signs and other directional signs. Return to a smaller focus, and your road will be easy to maneuver. Continue to look for life and solutions beyond what you see through your windshield, and you will feel lost, alone, and angry – just as would be true if you lost your way driving to an important appointment.
继续这个汽车比喻，你的挡风玻璃提供了关于什么在你面前，不是什么在世界另一边的信息。因为你的专注太广，你错过了停车标志和其它的方向标志。返回到一个更小的专注，你的道路会是容易驾驭的。继续寻找超出你挡风玻璃视线范围的生活和解决方案，你会感到迷失、孤独和愤怒---就像当你要去参加一个重要的约会但迷路了

You are exhausted because you focussed somewhere out there instead of within.
你很疲惫，因为你专注于外在的某个地方，而不是内在

Allow yourself to create a smaller focus, an easier path. You no longer need to focus on global issues.
让自己去创造一个更小的专注，一条更轻松的道路。你不再需要专注于全球问题

Your new focus is much smaller. It is addressing your exhaustion. It is allowing yourself to, yes, push the easy button.
你新的专注更小。就是处理你的疲惫。这是让你去，是的，按下简单按钮

Your life no longer consists of long-range projects to save others. There is just discovering the joys, skills, and interests of new you. It is time for you to get to know you.
你的生活不再包含长期的项目去拯救他人。只有发现“新的你”喜悦、能力和兴趣。时候去了解自己了

Even though world happenings might continue to be of interest, global affairs are no longer your career or your job. Allow yourself to refocus on you just as you might moving to a new community or job.
即使世界事件可能会继续成为你的兴趣，全球事务不再是你的职业或工作。让自己去重新专注于自己，就像你可能会搬到一个新的社区或进入一份新的工作

What is it you wish to do or be? Not, how will that interest help the world, but how will that interest help you enjoy your life? Is it fun? Do it. Is it helping the world at the cost of yourself? Stop. If it feels delicious, move towards it. If it feels overwhelming, cumbersome, difficult, painful, fearful, or too much – stop for that is not your roadmap. So be it. Amen.
你希望做什么或成为什么？不是那个兴趣会如何帮助世界，而是那个兴趣会如何帮助你享受你的生活？它有趣吗？去做。它在以你为代价帮助世界吗？停下来。如果它感觉起来很棒，朝向它。如果感觉起来压倒性、麻烦、困难、痛苦、可怕或太多---停下来，因为那不是你的路线图。就是如此

原文：https://lifetapestrycreations.wordpress.com
传导：Brenda Hoffman
翻译：Nick Chan